Part X - Difficult Confrontations

Since you are now in complete control of the being in the early stages of creation, it must be understood that any segment of past perceptions that still linger from the pages of human guidance must be subjected to total rejection. All that was there was created there and that must be paramount in your steps to the new perceptive embellishments. Humans are persuaded easily and they fall into conclusions without feeling the drop. They cower in the unsubstantiated as they dilute their comprehension in all forms of mind numbing experimentation. They painfully find out far too late that their lives are driven through cycles of redundancy that are disguised as the new and exciting when in fact it is the same nature within a wider plumage.

Understand that all there was to learn there was how you reacted in a new form of the old illusion. See how you argued between fate and destiny when neither could offer you a final destination. Understand that the wishes you made mostly came true when they didn't really matter anymore. Look upon your purpose as it ended its reign. Discover how a childhood decision dismantled the adult you became. In all the fantasies you were fed, be wise enough to witness how they altered your decisions. Know that the experience of life as a human was nothing more than a mere walk through the trances of others. Now ask yourself if you had a chance to do it all again, would you be willing to hear your own voice first?

If you were told that all that has been was only a small look at what life offers when excitement does not embrace it's potential; if you lost every belief but the belief in yourself, could you do it once again, but this time with feeling? If I told you that the only god you could ever prove was the god in you, would you want to run from that fact and bury your head in someone else's thought? If you could learn that human life is based on the unprovable, would you be able to function in that place again? Or were you nothing more than a life form that fed on speculation, illusion, falsehood and frailty? Can you learn to believe in yourself or has your human existence taught you that you were nothing more than nothing at all? Did you need membership to tell you who you were? Did you compromise yourself because someone offered you less than what they got?

Now here you are at the verge of a new existence with all that was downloaded swept from your past inconstancies. Yet I seem to be in control of your self. I am not however, it only appears that way. Be diligent enough to not subject yourself to the rambling of this voice inside your cell. Soon it will multiply and you will begin to be who you profess to be. I must ask, are you beginning to feel fear again? Does the prospect of being yourself through and through seem rather odd? I hope you are not believing that your were never under the influence of another before. That will complicate things. The idea that challenge is the ultimate way of growth is historically asinine. There is only one challenge worth pursuing, the fight to be yourself.

Now don't be disappointed, but it is time to revile the necessity of all this preparation. You are reading yourself for re-inclusion into the sect called humanity. Yes... reincarnation is one of the terms used by those that have astonishing creative minds. Rebirth, salvation, redemption, and other terms have been used along with resurrection as a way of explaining the occurrence. But, there is a fundamental difference, here; I am sorry to inform you, but you did not have to die for what you are about to experience. You are being asked to see yourself as you see yourself. That means, you will continue to falter if you chose to live as others see you.