Part XII - The Commander

When you truly understand that there is a master within you, your course is assured of a safe arrival on a distant shore. Though arrival is not the appropriate word when the discussion is about a focus on a lasting discovery, it can be used to describe the context of some foreign source of mysterious involvement. Destinations, destinies and fate have been subjected to their own forms of isolation, for they give the false impression that you have control of everything that you will encounter. Understand that what is around the bend of some distant corner cannot be foreseen unless you are a creature that can only survive in the repetitive worlds of preoccupation and the preordained.

Alter your prescriptions in order to give surprise the space it needs to shake you at the core. Understand that bodily functions are precarious at all moments so the frailties that are fostered from apprehension of total involvement must be treated with tools like the gelding shears. Cut these preoccupations from your mind in order to allow yourself to be guided totally by your own consciousness. See the sea of your life as it is; an endless expansion of endless directions, motivated by endless reasons and their endless counter-variations. Destination is futile if the journey will never end.

Rest yourself along the way at outposts, inns and oases. Treat yourself like the vessel you are. Hesitation to care for your needs will result in deformed information. Know that any illusion can be hazardous to all on board. It is certain that you will fall prey to the pirates along the way, but know that they are there and their purpose is to become the parasites in your sanity. Selfishness is the key and any denial of this fact will result in you being boarded, then raped, and then scuttled. Do not take the time from your own mouth to feed it to those that waste their own. You are not their keeper, for the chains that bind them must be held by you.

Let your consciousness lead you into the worlds of your own creations. Know that there is a certainty that your brilliance will serve all others. You will tie yourself at times to the decks of those in need but do not become so domesticated that the decks of your own craft rot to the core, assuring you that escape from your patronage will be nonexistent or be too time consuming for little more than a fragmented breath of the freshness that was once possible. Hold your idealism closely and understand that most will ridicule you if you expose it. Jealousy voraciously consumes everything in its path.

Believe in your consciousness, feel its presence during all encounters. Know that it will take all of the information as suggestions before it gives any orders for reaction. Material existence means that there will always be jagged edges to get snagged on. You cannot float by anything without paying the price of passage. Without your commander at the helm material life will dissect you and force you to witness the feast upon your soul. It is foolish to assume that you will be allowed to prepare yourself as a dish upon the banquet table without ending up as just another stained plate waiting for some source of cleanser that will wash the whole horror quietly away.

Part XI - The Flame and the Fuse.

There are no limitations and boundaries have lost their appeals. You are free from segmentation, inclusion and membership, while safe from labels and branding. There are no delusions, paradoxes, seclusion or dementia to keep you tagged or chained. All packaging is sterile and bland because influence and persuasion cannot exist unless you prefer the pruning of fear. The expansive growth that is in accordance to your potential is unrestrained by any exterior idealism. Nothing will betray you unless you become numbed by a lack of belief in yourself.

Fire the flame of endlessness and witness your excited consummation. See the fuse get smaller and smaller as ignition will be sure and strong. Hiding is a past necessity, for you have escaped the boredom of familiar surroundings. Excitement is your courtier and your carriage is drawn by imagination on a horizon that does not understand finality. Behold the beauty that you have never allowed to appear. Feel it explode from you, as it casts you beyond the breathtaking. Release yourself from those personal constraints as you glide in glorious self-creation.

Hear your boundless birth as it screams through the future gardens of your growth. Watch your abundant seeds sow the fertile soil of personal acceptance. Know that you have arrived without the shears to trim you, without the rock of rigidness that stunts you and without the canopy of others that keeps the sun from energizing you fully. See the future possibilities link themselves like beads of water in a stream that leads to its calling. Know that your life has arrived and it will do nothing without your involvement.

Rely on your mind to train your body to react like you. Know that both will do your bidding if you take control of the helm. Yes, you are the captain, your body is the vessel and your life is the ocean of potential in its endless expanse. Understand that your mind must be taught to heed the orders of your consciousness, for that is the ultimate navigator. Do not let a disgruntled deck hand or a wayward star influence your freedom. Be wise in your choices of which ideas you transport. Understand that sickness is rampant, so keep the strangers in quarantine until you are sure that they are safe to mingle.

Know that your consciousness is the admiral of the fleet. Leave all final decisions on its desk for approval or recommendations. Never be foolish enough to allow sight to be the guide when the veil of fog surrounds. The radar of experience is what the admiral will depend upon. In reason you will keep your life off the reefs of emotional turmoil as you steer yourself to clarity in the storms that are sure to find you. Consult your consciousness before you ever think of abandoning ship.

Part X - Difficult Confrontations

Since you are now in complete control of the being in the early stages of creation, it must be understood that any segment of past perceptions that still linger from the pages of human guidance must be subjected to total rejection. All that was there was created there and that must be paramount in your steps to the new perceptive embellishments. Humans are persuaded easily and they fall into conclusions without feeling the drop. They cower in the unsubstantiated as they dilute their comprehension in all forms of mind numbing experimentation. They painfully find out far too late that their lives are driven through cycles of redundancy that are disguised as the new and exciting when in fact it is the same nature within a wider plumage.

Understand that all there was to learn there was how you reacted in a new form of the old illusion. See how you argued between fate and destiny when neither could offer you a final destination. Understand that the wishes you made mostly came true when they didn't really matter anymore. Look upon your purpose as it ended its reign. Discover how a childhood decision dismantled the adult you became. In all the fantasies you were fed, be wise enough to witness how they altered your decisions. Know that the experience of life as a human was nothing more than a mere walk through the trances of others. Now ask yourself if you had a chance to do it all again, would you be willing to hear your own voice first?

If you were told that all that has been was only a small look at what life offers when excitement does not embrace it's potential; if you lost every belief but the belief in yourself, could you do it once again, but this time with feeling? If I told you that the only god you could ever prove was the god in you, would you want to run from that fact and bury your head in someone else's thought? If you could learn that human life is based on the unprovable, would you be able to function in that place again? Or were you nothing more than a life form that fed on speculation, illusion, falsehood and frailty? Can you learn to believe in yourself or has your human existence taught you that you were nothing more than nothing at all? Did you need membership to tell you who you were? Did you compromise yourself because someone offered you less than what they got?

Now here you are at the verge of a new existence with all that was downloaded swept from your past inconstancies. Yet I seem to be in control of your self. I am not however, it only appears that way. Be diligent enough to not subject yourself to the rambling of this voice inside your cell. Soon it will multiply and you will begin to be who you profess to be. I must ask, are you beginning to feel fear again? Does the prospect of being yourself through and through seem rather odd? I hope you are not believing that your were never under the influence of another before. That will complicate things. The idea that challenge is the ultimate way of growth is historically asinine. There is only one challenge worth pursuing, the fight to be yourself.

Now don't be disappointed, but it is time to revile the necessity of all this preparation. You are reading yourself for re-inclusion into the sect called humanity. Yes... reincarnation is one of the terms used by those that have astonishing creative minds. Rebirth, salvation, redemption, and other terms have been used along with resurrection as a way of explaining the occurrence. But, there is a fundamental difference, here; I am sorry to inform you, but you did not have to die for what you are about to experience. You are being asked to see yourself as you see yourself. That means, you will continue to falter if you chose to live as others see you.

Part IX - Isolation

In oneself, at the birth of endless potential, you're now at the center of your own creation. Do not become accordant to your last encounter with simplistic human emotions, remain still without thoughts other than your pure coincidence. See this new experience as what the others were, lessons in consciousness and the functional tools of creativity. Grasp your imagination within your intent and slowly think of what you are becoming. Blend into your isolation until you hear the only voice that is real, your own and only.

Glide those first idealisms until they splash into each other as they form that structure you will use as your liason. Be less than certain that there is any need for perfection, for that too, is a singular cell that has mutated while infecting one's perception of who they are allowed to be. Remember, since your last involvement has freshness, please understand that it is not where you are, where you are going and magical not where you have come from. Humanity is a concentrated design with contradiction wrapped in surrealism. There will be no defining principles if this new being relies on what was a mere twirl in countless illusions that were supplied by the oath of hypocrisy.

Gain the much needed division from that abstract of who you believed you were. Be assured that now that you are not with barrier, with barometer, or with betrayal, you are free to explore infinity that has always been endless in your core and unlimited in your outward expanse. Belief is immaterial for it is a flaw in the belief in you. Understand that beliefs come in thin shells that crack simply when they try to precede materialization. An ideal is a nucleus that has no navigational ability as it ventures into the wilderness of countless encounters. Within this glory of isolation, learn who and why you are, before you scrape your visions on the challenges that persuade you to grow.

Be still and tranquil as the robed ones did in your travels through humanity. They used isolation to find the stillness in themselves. Those of them who remained in trance until their body released its host, ignorantly ran away from the lessons taught in humanity; that life was a criterion in the fullness of wisdom for it was meant to be because it was. To steal your attention away from what being a human is, can only be understood as a willed dissection of the truth found in every portion of being one of many. To share wealth found in the realm in which you are needed is more enlightening than trying to cross over into the next journey. Some robbed ones choose this kind of isolation far too soon.

Be centered within your core knowing that there is only need to balance your consciousness in this peaceful isolation. Be gentle to the only being that you can possibly know entirely. Feel your purpose in its enlightening glory as it unmistakeably takes you into a full and uninhibited embrace. Comprehend your possibility as you see no walls beyond you. Complete your escape from the binds of humanistic complications, now that you know that you have survived the total imprisonment of vague arrivals at pointless and random infringements on your own perception. Take this place inside it all within your conscious glow and begin to build your dynasty that can be witnessed by those that you will bless by your simple presence.

Part VIII - The Resurrection

There come times that are similar to what is unfolding moments ago. You are seeing every direction vanish like the opening of the shell that releases the seed within. Please do not adjust your feelings for they have been complicated by what has not been but will be. Your emotions are losing any hope of stabilisation as they are now falling from the myths of your own relevance. Keep reason between your teeth and bite down hard when you begin to entwine into the new soil of your decaying ego. Bite harder still as the shell is ripped away like the old skin of a python in the melting time of the driven addictions to their own useless deformities.

Take reason from your jaw, place it deeply into your thoughts and begin to witness visions that are revolutionary to the abstract that miniatures you. Watch the overpowering scene that foretells of the coming of consciousness that has been your driving force for eternity. Learn, as you know the parts of yourself that decay and fall from your person are nothing more than the shroud you have been wearing through the contradiction you have labelled your life. Understand that the surgings inside are the growth pangs that are being sifted into place at a rapid yet comfortable pace. Begin to believe in the only thing that cannot be denied. You!

Inside this endless chamber of awareness, you are beginning to rationalise the materialization of what you once called your emotions. The data from these instruments of information can now be analyzed in a bacteria-free environment. Please, be cautious that you do not confuse the separate indications the way you did when you were on your exploratory mission. Be precise in you calculations in order to rid yourself of any kind of virus you may have been exposed to. Downloading can only strain if you are still subjected to the unnecessary pressures you have encountered while you ventured into the shell of materialization. You have been warned.

Use vision as you untangle the web of details that are mostly scraps of minor entertainments. When reading the most delightful of these, there is a pleasure attachment that can magnify the experience, if you would like to reminisce with any particular encounter. Now that time has been removed as a safety precaution, you are free to utilize any part of the episode you are delighting in. Now that restraining devices have become fictional, you can proceed to dissect any section of the data that you think is constructive of the model you were. Please be advised that the next enlightenment will be leaving for its destination once you have determined what the last one consisted of. It must be understood that rationality is not a human possibility, so use this luxury as long as it is needed.

For those of you who have seen enough, the next encounter is about to begin. If you have sufficiently satisfied your personal criteria, be advisable to place your humanistic badge on your sleeve as you have done with your previous accomplishments. Trust in trust. Now that term may be sinkable, but you are on your own when travelling through. It may be helpful if you can observe the simplistic logic of what you have just experienced. Correction may not matter anymore although the consciousness needs a lack of division, so please be cautious as you begin the new enlightenment. There are no false guides in this section of re-entry, you will not be placed in constraints but you may become isolated.

Part VII - Pathways of Seeing

In this place all forms of darkness starve for light, the blacker their grin the more malnourished they are. Please keep yourself on the paths that have a form of seeing attached to them. Keep your hunt for mystery next to your need for survival, for the both of them work in perfect synchronicity as one can't do without the pull of the other. There may be confusion as your feet might begin to forget which steps next and which was left behind, but all things with purpose lose tract now and then, like the thoughts above that fly into the blackest hunger.

Keep yourself together with you as now they are coming together. Understand that encounters are plenty in a space so small that all that can exist is everything that can be expanded upon. Consume every possibility that interests your capacities as you begin to feel that rush of inner integrity that is spawned by your garden of creativity. Look upon the future as you lose sight of the past. Notice how the present explodes like a candled firework in the a sky with room enough for all of you. Stretch out and believe in the only things that are possible, your awareness and your validity.

Be careful with your perceptions for they have a way of being raped by another's. That is why you are alone in this experience, it is for your own safety. Those that have night terrors because no one is there to hold you, now must be told that it is the same thing that occurs when you are drowning and you flail to clutch at something in order to save yourself. But, in here, all you have is yourself and no weakling such as an illusion or a hope can be depended on to treat your perceptions with that aseptic feel of armour from the monsters you create in order to stop your advancements.

Pause for reflection as you see yourself coming apart at the seams. Find a way to stitch a thread or sew the parts together with a wire steel in formation. Bind yourself to you as you begin to comprehend that you can fall apart at a moment bent or a second used. Do not feel that time will be a benefit when time is nothing more than the squeezing of the press. Understand that you are the seed that can grow into the infinity unless you are caught in the jaws of melancholy and its twin mother, apathy. Stay to the pathways that have a touch of seeing. Run ahead, don't fall behind for there are always crows that feed upon the unburied seeds and dislodged souls.

Stay focused as you depend upon awareness to be how you see. Think with perfect balance even though balance is the smallest trick in the sideshow that some refer to as life under the stethoscope of appearance. Know that the doctor believes that you are still living and has given you the chance to stay so. Keep mystery and survival together when the options, temptations, and offers start to breed. Keep a lit candle in your pocket in case you need the fire to burn away those dependent desires. Learn the life of a solitude as it swings back and forth from past to future. Stay in the center where all is created , here in the present tense.